Worry

It seems like as far back as I can remember I've been a worrier. I find myself having nervous energy a lot of the time; letting my imagination run rampant getting me all out of whack. How many of us can make claim to being victim to that? It seems my worrywart condition is at its worst when it involves someone I care for. I just don't want said loved one to make mistakes, but I'm thinking that I'm worrying so much that maybe I'm creating mistakes that have been made. Not to mention, you can talk blue in the face but people still have to ultimately make up their minds. A certain sweet lady a lot of us love always eases my mind, yet I've been feeling like I can't talk to her anymore for her wise, sage wisdom. Thanks to the good ol' gear-grinding system. But that right there is making My Love hurt I feel, that's the last thing I want. I shall seek to constantly elevate my mind in every sense. I need to end this needless worrying, over the top anxiety. Meditation, I now seek you more than ever as I rewrite the annals of my mind.